You first have to put your trust in Allah and give Him all the love you can. Homosexuality is an illness and something that Allah despises. The Prophet salla Allahu alaihi wa sallam has cursed those who have intercourse with their wives through the anus. The punishment and the consequences of having it with another man is even greater. You have to fight these feelings as you don’t have any excuse for not doing so. It is something that is not natural. Trying to legitimize it by saying that you were abused when you were a child doesn’t change a thing. If a murderer justifies his crime by saying he was beaten by a number of boys when he was young, this would not be acceptable from him. Therefore, try to stay away from whatever reminds you of this filth. Change your friends if they encourage you to do this. Socialize and mix with righteous people in masjids and in circles of knowledge where you can learn the Quran and the Sunnah. This will keep you closer to Allah and away from Satan. And Allah knows best


Kindly refer to the following link(s):


Why is homosexuality wrong? (WEBSITE)


HOW TO DEAL WITH HOMOSEXUALITY (WEBSITE)



Is homosexuality wrong?


If he believes that what he is doing is permissible and homosexuality is halal, he is an apostate and you must cut all communications with him and not allow him in your home or meet up with him. But if he believe that this is a major sin and accepts that he is sinful, he is still Muslim but a sinful one. You can still meet with him without accepting his sin or endorsing such a filthy relationship.


How to deal with a family member who's homosexual? 


Islamic ruling on Gay Marriages and Homosexuality 


Used to be homosexual, will Allah forgive me? How to avoid homosexuality | Sheikh Assim Al Hakeem


Gender Identity in Islam (Male, Female, Transgender, Intersex, No Gender)


How to deal with "Liberal Muslims" who support haram like LGBT, Homosexuality etc?


The rise of Homosexuality in Schools, how to control it?


Dealing with schools that promote & teach children acceptance of homosexuality, LGBT 

Should a homosexual person get married if he's afraid he will not be able to satisfy his wife's needs?